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How do i tell my gf of a year and a half im dying from myocarditis? - myocarditis more condition_symptoms

I am 15 and have these girls from more than a year and a half ... I love her to death and would do anything for them ... I had a hard time once, no drugs ... More doced I had heart failure, and now I am diagnosed with myocarditis ... I do not know how I say it, because we were struggling recently and do not want to hurt ...